Think first–
Thank you.
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“The Producer” was for you.
None of know how our lives will turn out, what ups and downs are in store for us, or even what may be done years, decades and even centuries down the road due to our actions.
Please keep in mind that you’re not just responsible for yourself, but for all future generation you (IY”H) will have and all the things they will accomplish.
As “SaysMe” stated in such a heartfelt manner, please never, ever hurt yourself. Get whatever help is necessary, each and every time you need it – you’re far from the only person who has this type of struggle and there are people who have experience helping. Your happiness and well being matters not only to yourself, but also to those who care about you.
Please keep posting here and let us know how you’re doing.