Just something to think about… R’ Noach Weinberg from Aish says that yes, of course its Hashem that gave you the yeshua, but who do you think put you in the situation in the first place?
Of course, it’s the same Hashem. Sometimes we need to think about why He had us be in the bad situation in the first place.
Maybe He is/was trying to send you a message.
Just a thought.