Hey there. Sorry you’ve been having trouble figuring out how to go about things and dealing with family issues. Hopefully your move will help you in that. We have a saying “change your place, change your “luck””, with luck being a loose translation of the Hebrew term.
Anyway, my suggestion would be that when you do get yourself settled in your new place that you should look up an organization in the area that specializes in outreach, like Aish HaTorah or Chabad. They usually have many beginner-level classes that can help you in your observance and serve G-d without overwhelming you. Also, they can put you in contact with Rabbeim that can help advise you on your status as a Jew.
Hatzlacha!